i think she was pleasantly surprized, haha.

well, i called amy at around 12, i got her voicemail and told her i'd call after 6, my last class...and well, basically asked her out. dinner and a movie it is (woo). this should be interesting, seeing as this is the first *official* date i have ever gone on. on the honest side, i was a little nervous before calling her...but for some reason, these last few days i've been feeling fucking great, and i've had a ridiculous amount of optimism and confidence coming from...jesus knows what. (just a saying, i'm agnostic...) in a way, i'm kind of glad i didn't feel nervous asking her out. it's never happened before. it could be a sign (i don't believe in signs either, hah).

she really sounded surprized...like...what the fuck, you're being one random motherfucker...but...not really, i kinda planned this out this summer. asking someone out, yes. asking amy out? sorta. let's see how thursday night goes. i have a feeling it's gonna be swell. yeeeep. swell.

at least i hope she was pleasantly surprized.

flowers? yeah. something simple and elegant, but not flashy.

i'm going to ask out a girl this week and hopefully have a date to go dinner-movie-ing with...

i'm thinking...40 year old virgin...i'll update after i get the date set up or something major happens. i'm pretty damn optimistic about it. i've been in a good mood these last few days for no apparent reason. let's hope those endorphins keep flowing and i keep this positive mental attitude going on for a really long while.

ps. i still hate you. heh heh heh.

:)